One And Only

My heart is shifting

Back to the one who's calling out to me

She ties a tourniquet around my neck

Cold embrace but warm caress

My home was never so sweet

And I will swallow

Each pill she gives it helps to ease the pain

She'll take a piece of me and eat it raw

Been away for far too long

Return the dirt to the weeds

Though I'm down

Down

Down

It picks her up

Up

Up

I want it now

Now

Now

I'm out of luck

Luck

Luck

What have you done to comfort me

What have you done but make me bleed

You've come so close to burying me

My one and only

My emptiness

My eyes are open

But she won't let me go so easily

I cannot trust the words that come from my mouth

Enemy from the inside out

I'll learn to love my defeat

I let you hold me down

Let you restrain me

I sink into the ground

It overtakes me

I've lost what you have found

You slowly change me

I will remove my crown

Let you invade me