Spill My Blood

I still got that photograph on my dresser

I know it's been a laughably long time for me to still love you

I still got the photographs that you sent me

I know you're someone else's now, but I still want you

I still want you

Swear I fucked you right, that's what you told me then

We were supposed to die before we folded in

That's my bad, I'm apolog'in

Bringing old shit up, fuckin' historian

I had a space in your heart, I'm orbitin'

You know that I'll be back like the Austrian

I know there is gaps in what you told to him

Does he know you got it tatted on your body there?

You would do anything in the backseat

This my city and I know all the backstreets

You, cars, M.D., shows, raps, beats, crew, mum, dad, xannies, hopes, plans, dreams

Having visions of why

This feeling ain't right

If I spill my blood for you

If I spill my blood

Would you love me then?

Gotta feeling you might

Come over tonight

If I spill my blood for you

If I spill my blood

Would you love me then?

You love to show me that you've got your life together

I'm happy for you, baby, but you don't got to be so mean

Just because I do drugs and my friends are reckless

It doesn't mean I'm evil all of a sudden, I'm just lonely

And summer sucks this year

[?] I didn't touch this year

Pretty much doing drugs trying to fuck this year

Not proud of the man I've become this year

I got sent to the States just to clean my blood

Still driving 'round town in a beat-up car

You say hey sometimes, I guess he's not up

I'm thinking of all these old times and tryna bring them up, like

When you would do anything in the backseat

It was my city and I knew all the backstreets

You, cars, M.D., shows, raps, beats, crew, mum, dad, xannies, hopes, plans, dreams

Having visions of why

This feeling ain't right

If I spill my blood for you

If I spill my blood

Would you love me then?

Gotta feeling you might

Come over tonight

If I spill my blood for you

If I spill my blood

Would you love me then?

Be straight with me now, if you ain't coming over

Then I ain't staying sober no more

Might find me in the kitchen of his big apartment

Spilling my blood all over his floor

Can't believe that the doctor delivered this monster

The moment I was born, should've choked me with the cord

One voice in my head said I shouldn't listen to no voices

But the other one's saying I'm supposed to be gone

And it's all your fault (All your fault)

Are you sorry?

Having visions of why

This feeling ain't right

If I spill my blood for you

If I spill my blood

Would you love me then?

Gotta feeling you might

Come over tonight

If I spill my blood for you

If I spill my blood

Would you love me then?