In Solitude

Frantic I scream in agony of not being

Able to reach my goals wars inside

My head

I do my best, I give my all still I'm so far

Away trying to keep my hope I stumble

And I fall

As I lay here, waiting for you beside me,

To keep me calm

My head held high, my outside unscathed

No one to ask, no one to help I'm left

Here all alone

Battle rages all day long bitterness

Seldom comes alone fury becoming my

Strength and seems to be the only way

To survive

All pain that I've ever known I reap only

What my past has sown no secrets

Are kept from you as you witness my

Attempts to ignore

Frantic I scream in agony of not being

Able to reach my goals wars inside

My head

I do my best, I give my all still I'm so far

Away trying to keep my hope I stumble

And I fall

I ask for forgiveness but my screams

Are unheard my claims misunderstood

Ignorance has won

As I lay here, waiting for You beside

Me, to keep me calm I feel your spirit

Comforting me and within me,

I'm saved through grace