Speak And The Devil Appears

and everything goes through me on a Tuesday night feeling wrong yet right
I won't admit I'm wrong dramatize and move along
and everything you say I push down inside a hole where it can hide
resurfaces today its leaking out me through the sides
of the story that I've been victimized I have to realize
and face up to my faults the irony it makes me strong
convienient thinking used to mean everything i think i can't be wrong
the lies i feed myself a selfish figure shows itself
so will you go on when you can't see the darkest part inside of me a darker future lurks unseen
will you forgive me? forgive myself how the end will turn out we don't know
this hibernation heals the soul
so please let me go you're on your own
seems we can't face one last embrace
and i will return one lesson learned
please say goodbye inside i die
as i hid behind me fears
i've lost what i hold dear and the truth is what i fear
and i speak and the devil appears