Trying To Love You

I blew out all my plans, the world fell in my hands

The day that I began trying to love you

The secrets I have kept, the nights I haven't slept

I've laughed until I've wept trying to love you

Trying to love you

No one's come as close or gone so far

Trying to love you

I've lost and found myself in who you are

Trying to love you

So easy and so hard, trying to love you

I've watched myself get stuck, I squandered all my luck

I've almost given up trying to love you

Trying to love you

It broke my heart, it's chipped away my pride

Trying to love you

Every time I'd see that fault line slide

Trying to love you

I've crossed the great divide trying to love you

Trying to love you

I've screamed your name, I've slammed a thousand doors

Trying to love you

I've worn a million miles across the floor

Trying to love you

Still I could not ignore trying to love you

It's pulled the best from me for all the world to see

And I will always be trying to love you