Insecurity Secured

Victimized, paralyzed, by the thoughts you seem moralize and consent

Whose thoughts are we here to prevent?

Oh, I try so hard yet it won’t help me

My lies within me like one ton sunken concrete

Happiness just isn’t a part of me

Is flattering myself just cheap activity?

Shallow lies, indiscrete adversitiles Say am I what I am?

Compensate my missing self-respect with flaws Do I hate what I hate?

I will have to swallow my pride I am what I perpetrate?

Redraw my fault! Say am I what I am?

Consistent cries, directly demoralize Do I hate what I hate?

The core emptiness of my heart I am what I perpetrate?

Results in insecurity Just can’t erase it away

See my eyes

It’s myself I despise

Is this a serious case of bad karma?

You think I’m not that kind (oh you wish)

Am I in control of my sordid little brain?

Determine if I’m dumb or insane

Shallow lies, indiscrete adversitiles Say am I what I am?

Compensate my missing self-respect with flaws Do I hate what I hate?

I will have to swallow my pride I am what I perpetrate?

Redraw my fault! Say am I what I am?

Consistent cries, directly demoralize Do I hate what I hate?

The core emptiness of my heart I am what I perpetrate?

Results in insecurity Just can’t erase it away

See my eyes

It’s myself I despise