Say Goodbye

How am I supposed to feel?

you strike at my achilles heel with everything that's wrong I can't make right

if I wait another hundred years the whispers set against the tears I'm never gonna be that shining knight

I find it hard to be down in this hole now I find myself walking down a hard road

if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye

if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye I know you never will

now I'm waiting for that setting sun to burn me down the day I'm done and spread my ashes out along the beach

but I find these days are pretty long this war with you goes on and on and I love you as I'm lying through my teeth

I find it hard to be up on this wall now I find myself trying to make a hard call

if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye

if I can't say it - if I can't say goodbye I know you never will and twenty years of hell will rain down upon us like frogs upon the pharaohs

I have to say goodbye.

I have to say goodbye goodbye