A Killer Inside

Suicide is twice the pain

First there's mine and then there's yours

Restless devils salivate for a chance

To kill an angel on it's shore

Put your money down on the safe bet

Like stealing cancer from a cigarette in demand

Beautiful things get crushed by human hands

They don't give rewards for a heart attack

But on Sunday they take you back

There's a funeral where the crowd waits anxiously

There's a killer in the room here somewhere

And it might be me

Staking out myself, it was a strange awakening

I couldn't prove it because i couldn't see

The killer inside of me

'cause i didn't even know i had it in myself

I mean, there were signs

But nothing to make me think

Just a simple kiss, so innocent

Would leave a lust deep enough to disgust even me

There were days on end where i couldn't sleep

A confession would imply remorse

But i'm not sorry 'bout anything

There's a funeral where the crowd waits anxiously

There's a devil in the room here somewhere

And it might be me

Staking out myself, it was a strange awakening

I couldn't prove it because i couldn't see

The killer inside of me

I never really felt the urge to kill until recently

I was looking for something whole again, but it wasn't me

It was a version of myself, sort of like a split personality

But i swear to you that's the deadliest part of me

There's a funeral where the crowd waits anxiously

There's a devil in the room here somewhere

And it might be, might be me

Staking out myself, it was a strange awakening

I couldn't prove it because i couldn't see

The killer in me...

In order for me to survive

Some poor sucker had to die