My Gift And My Curse

Today I died

And I'm up in heaven

Looking down on the world

Ark angel number seven

I was sent to earth

With a mission to complete

My memories

Remain bittersweet

Messenger

With a double duty verse

It's my legacy

My gift and my curse...

Hold your head up high

They will kill to see you feel

Evil lurks in the shadows

Just waiting to prevail

Every sinner has a future

Every saint has a past

Gotta keep the torch burning

So the message will last

Like a phoenix rising up

From a pile of burning ashes

Can't give up

No matter how those haters try to trash us

I will use my voice

Like this world's my motherfuckin' classroom

Touching hearts, saving lives

Warning of the black doom

Come with me

And take my hand

I'll lead you to a wonderland

A world that's free of hate and lies

Where beauty lives and evil dies

Relax your mind and close your eyes

Heaven's what you visualize

My wings of gold

Kill all despair

Just trust in me

I'll take you there

I'll take you there

This is my gift and my curse

'Til I'm dead in a hearse

My words will stain this fucking earth

Until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse

I can't escape this wicked curse

Like a vamp to a neck

Like a wolf to the flesh

I'm cursed, I'm cursed

I'm fucking dead

My gift, my gift

The only thing left

I can't escape this wretched fate

Why do I wear myself down to nothing?

Would you let me widdle myself into something?

Carving me down to the absolute bitterness

Wipe away the jealousy, I got nothing left

I'm chewing on what's left of my silent tongue

From holding it back for way too fucking long

I've been playing by the rules

I've lost myself in the game

I fear the person I used to be will never be the same

Come with me

And take my hand

I'll lead you to a wonderland

A world that's free of hate and lies

Where beauty lives and evil dies

Relax your mind and close your eyes

Heaven's what you visualize

My wings of gold

Kill all despair

Just trust in me

I'll take you there

I'll take you there

This is my gift and my curse

'Til I'm dead in a hearse

My words will stain this fucking earth

Until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse

I can't escape this wicked curse

Like a vamp to a neck

Like a wolf to the flesh

I'm cursed, I'm cursed

I'm fucking dead

My gift, my gift

The only thing left

I can't escape this wretched fate

It all comes back to you

Everything you put me through

It all comes back to you

Everything you put me through

You can drag me to Hell

You can curse me with spells

I'm damned, I'm damned

Like an angel that fell

My gift, my gift

Sent from Heaven above

Is meant to save all the fans I love

This is my gift and my curse

'Til I'm dead in a hearse

My words will stain this fucking earth

Until I'm free from this sex lust succubus nurse

I can't escape this wicked curse

Like a vamp to a neck

Like a wolf to the flesh

I'm cursed, I'm cursed

I'm fucking dead

My gift, my gift

The only thing left

I can't escape this wretched fate

You'll understand when I'm gone...