A Curse

The way I feel has been a curse.

Forever lost... I should've learnt.

It's how you feel, and what you think

Combined as one; decide within.

To write this over, to be around;

I held your hands, though mine were bound.

I'll never go back to the start;

Nothing would change here. I'd break your heart.

Never forget us, for it was real.

If we move on apart, in time, I'll heal.