Close Of Autumn

When I'm cold and alone all I want is my freedom

And a sudden gust of gravity

I stop wailing and kicking

Just to let this water cover me, cover me

Only if I rest my arms, rest my mind

You'll overcome me and swell up around me

With my fighting so vain, with my vanity so fought

I'm rolling over

'Cause in just the same way

That the stream becomes swollen

Swollen with cold up over the ground

When my heart draws close to the close of autumn

Your love, your love abounds

All the time I'm thinking

Wondering how would it be

To breathe in deep

I guess I need to be careful

When I ask for a drink

(Just might get what I ask for)

And I know just what you'd say to me

That's why I don't ask you

What would I ask you?

I'm like a bullheaded boy these days

Crying my toy's gone...

You're shiny and new

Guess I'll drop my anger here

Before I float away

And the chains around me

An awful lot of talking

I don't leave you much to say

You didn't ever leave me

And my greatest fear

Was you'd leave me here

A long time back my feet

Could touch the bottom