I Refuse to Keep On Living...

Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood

Where has time gone, what has happened in the dark?

Memories of fear, cries, noise, silence.

A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life

Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.

A new day, old routine, I refuse to keep on living such a sad life

Red, blood red, no matter where I look at, I'm waiting in a sea of blood

I'll go out into the street, staring eyes, laughing mouths, what have I done, what have I missed?

(I run to escape from this storm of ignorance, but no matter where I end, ignorance)

Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.

(The dark.

I enjoy the silence, no one there.

I see my self, circling wild, time lapse.)

Am I at home, am I save? I look into the mirror, screaming, laughter, worse than before

Help me out, I try to run away, help me out, I know you can save me today, save me this time.