You Will See Me

You are my new inspiration...

My muse

And I mean that not as a compliment

I will use you to cruise through any writer's block

Any lazy daze when a glazed gaze invades my mind's cave of creativity

I will think of you... and what you did to me

I will take negativity and make it inspire me

I was not a book from a library

As I stand here alone, I declare I was not a loan

To be picked up and dropped off at a later date

And you barely even made my spine bend

Just skimmed through some of the interesting bits then skipped to the end

The notes you left in my margins turned from scribbles to scars

But here's the best part:

You didn't even realise you were reading the first draft of a best seller

The manuscript of a future Nobel prize winner

This book you discarded as a pamphlet will ignite shit

I will write ten times harder than before

I will create art, I will create beauty

I will create so many things that you can't ignore

But I will not do them in your name

I will not shout you from the roof tops

I will tap your name out in morse code on my outer thigh

As I casually accept plaudits from on high

I will not to try to win you back

I do not want you back

I just want to show you

I just need to show you what you fucking walked away from

I will achieve all my goals ten-fold

I will achieve your goals too, casually

I will have happiness and joy in my life

I will fall in love; husband, child and wife

I will shine brighter than I could ever have dreamed to be

And you will see me

And you will see. Me

I will make rivers run red in your anonymity

The screams of nations will echo our affinity

My wrath will be relentless

My path of destruction will be momentously momentous

I will change the face of history and paint it in my likeness

And I will like this

I will destroy everything that you hold dear

By simply destroying everything far and near

My footsteps will be impossible not to hear

I will watch you from afar and taste each tear

I will wipe out entire races

I will erase faces and displace with great haste and no graces

This world will become my plaything

Embracing my ways and then just breaking

I will burn this entire world to the ground

I will leave a mark greater than any have ever left before

I will lay waste by land, air and sea

And you will see me

And you. Will see. Me