Pensacola, 2013

It started out with the book I was carrying with me

Love is a dart from hell, I guess you didn't see the relevance back then

I was a sweaty tattooed mess and you were likeable at best

And I knew that we wouldn't be doing this again

And I knew if I let it go to waste, I'd never forgive myself

So I sat back enjoyed my time

Drinking till the morning laughing with your dad

I knew that his would be the hardest goodbye

And I want you to notice

And I wish you would care

I just wanted to feel like something's there

I just want a reaction, yeah something to feel

Or a single emotion that seems real

I turn with it all in my head

As I stumbled around the city where your grandfather died

And I got lost in all the alcohol, open skies, and anecdotes

Them good old boys could charm me all night

And I want you to notice

And I wish you would care

I just wanted to feel like something's there

I just want a reaction, yeah something to feel

Or a single emotion that seems real

And I think at night to that boring Pensacola

I wonder if my name is still written on the wall

And I think at night, oh to Hugh and Chelsea

I wonder if they're married or still together at all

Still together at all

Still together at all

And I think at night to that boring Pensacola

I wonder if my name is still written on the wall