Black Cloud

I walked away... another wake... another loss we can't take

And when disease... comes again... all my strength can't... defend

It takes it's toll and I feel beat... that black cloud it loves me

I try to run I cover up... in the end we just get fucked

Coming down, just like rain

And that black cloud won't go away

Emptiness... sickening

Just one more day to test my faith

And I saw in her eyes... all the pain of endless lives

God I wish... I could heal all the suffering... that you take

All the air... goes so thin... crashing down lost in

In a nightmare... we all share... but the worst I can't bear

Loss comes with life I can't deny

When the loss hits

Like a freight train

And the black cloud rains down on me pouring agony

And every second, every day

I'll take the suffering in the rain

And all the while I know someday

That black cloud will fade, and let the sun shine on me