sterile

Everyone I knew felt older,

To the ones who hid in shelter

It seems a lot of sterile things,

You cannot feel which way

I fear a lot of all the times,

I sat and thought of nothing

I can't feel anything without the skin,

I can't peel anymore than this

Innocence lost it's way long ago,

With everything else held sacred

I think a lot about the day

That I feel love without pain

I think a lot

I think all day

I've thought a lot of nothing

After all feeling is over,

Take the one that kills you slower