Tongue-Tied

Last night I dreamt that you were dead.

The only that I could find to clear you from my head.

I find it hard for me to get past all the shit you did to me.

In spite at night I try in vain to get my mind back right.

Tongue tied

I feel so terrified

I'm so sick of being on my own (this feels like suicide)

Tongue tied

I feel so dead inside.

Some things are better left alone, completely out of sight and mind, never to be told.

I find it harder to express the things that no one else can see. But me, sometimes I wait for days to get my mind back

right.

Tongue tied

I feel so terrified

I'm so sick of being on my own (this feels like suicide)

Tongue Tied

I feel so dead inside

Struggling in a world I can't control (this feels like suicide)

Some say waiting

Taking my own time is all I can do

Should've known you'd things to hide by look in your eyes

I can hear the words loud

(And now I finally understand this feeling of uncertainty that leaves me now)

Tongue tied

I feel so terrified

I'm so sick of being on my own (this feels like suicide)

Tongue tied

I feel so dead inside

Struggling in a world I can't control (this feels like suicide)