A Stain To Never Fade

You'll always be to me

A stain to never fade

The worst mistake I've made

A blemish on an otherwise detestable career

A studied insincere

But I'll always be to you

A record overplayed

The rain on your parade

Will you never look at me

And see beautiful again

I would I were the same

But I look for always

I don't want to understand

To make it go away

Or hush myself when I just want to say

Will you never be to me

A surface kind of friend

I do believe that this is not the end

It's not the end

I'll always be to you

A stain to never fade

The worst mistake you've made

An episode to file under "never try again"

I would I were the same

But I want to be your adrenaline

The redness across your chest

Oh lover I confess

Though you'll always be to me

A stain to never fade

I'd do it all again

Because I look for always

And still I stand with the persistence of an idiot

Still I stand will I say

Hell, I do believe that this is not the end