Talkin' 2 Myself

Ayo, before I start this song man

I just want to thank everybody for being so patient

And baring with me over these last couple of years

While I figure this shit out

Is anybody out there?

It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I come from

Can anybody hear me?

It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself

It feels like I'm going insane

Am I the one whose crazy?

Yeah

Woah, woah, woah

Woah, woah, woah

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel?

If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

I went away I guess to open up some lanes

But there was no one who even knew

What I was going through growing pains

Hatred was flowing through my veins

On the verge of going insane

I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne

It's like I was jealous of him cause the attention he was gettin'

I felt horrible about myself, he was spittin' and I wasn't

Anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it

Almost went at Kanye too

God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic

Thank god that I didn't do it

I would of had my ass handed to me

And I knew it but Proof wasn't here to see me through it

I'm in the booth poppin' another pill, tryna talk myself into it

Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin' people for no reason?

Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even

You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying

Your health is declining with your self esteem, you're crying out for help

Is anybody out there?

It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I come from

Can anybody hear me?

It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself

It feels like I'm going insane

Am I the one whose crazy?

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel?

If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

Marshall, you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow

All I know is I'm wallowin' self loathing and hollow

Bottoms up of pill bottle maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow

But I must be talkin' to the wall though

I don't see nobody else

(I guess I keep talkin' to myself)

But all these other rappers suck is all that I know

I've turned into a hater I've put up a false bravado

But Marshall is not a egomaniac, that's not his motto

He's not a desperado, he's desperate, it's startin' to bottle

Inside 'em, one foot on the brake one on the throttle

Fallin' asleep with writers block in the parking lot of Mc Donalds

But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it

Admit you got a problem, your brain is clouded you pouted long enough

It isn't them it's you you fuckin', baby

Quit worrying about what they do and do fuckin' Shady

I'm fucking going crazy

Is anybody out there?

It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I come from

Can anybody hear me?

It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself

It feels like I'm going insane

Am I the one whose crazy?

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel?

If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

So I pick myself off the ground and fuckin' slam before I drown

Hit my bottom so hard I bounce twice suffice this time around

It's different them last two albums didn't count

Encore I was on drugs, Relapse I was flushing 'em out

I've come up to make it up to you no more fucking around

I've got something to prove to fans I feel like I let em down

So please accept my apology, I finally feel like I'm back to normal

I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you

For those of you who don't know

The new mes back to the old me and homie I don't show no

Signs of slowin' up, pullin' up, blowin' up, all over no mo

My life is no longer a movie but the shows aint over homos

I'm back with a vengeance homie Weezy keep ya head up

TI keep ya head up, Kanye keep ya head up

Don't let up, just keep slayin' 'em

Rest in Peace to DJ AM 'cause I know what it's like

I struggle with this shit every single day

Is anybody out there?

It feels like I'm talkin' 2 myself

No one seems to know my struggle

And everything I come from

Can anybody hear me?

It guess I keep talkin' 2 myself

It feels like I'm going insane

Am I the one whose crazy?

So why in the world do I feel so alone?

Nobody but me, I'm on my own

Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel?

If there is then let me in so I know that I'm not the only one

So here it is, dang, this feels like I just woke up or somethin'

I guess I just forgot who the fuck I was, ma

Ay, yo, is anybody I thought about goin' at

'Twas never nothin' personal

'Cause of some shit I was goin' thru', it's everybody else

I'm back, ay, yo