Access Denied

I like to be lost in starlight

Shattered beauty of a little child

I have come here a long way

Beyond the winds, but I won´t stay

I´m done with those who betray

Anymore nothing goes astray

All unfolds, bitter and realized

Alone I stand with the memories

Tensions arise, bad it feels

Flashback from years behind

Forget is solution I´ll find

I watch from far the ball of vanity

Mindless games of insanity

Try to learn from lived events

Of wisdom it all depends

Acceptance, and the walls are breached

Supremacy is out of our reach

Story´s told, bitter and realized

Access is denied

Alone I stand with the memories

Tension arise, bad it feels

Flashback from years behind

Forget is solution I´ll find

Show me why the door is closed

Why, why I´m not chosen

Help me understand my anger

Hold my hand before a stranger