Disgusting

My heart goes at the speed of light

But the exit sign's always on my mind, always in my sight

I can say that I really want to stay

But the devil inside always wins the fight, always gets his way

Jump out the window, gotta get out on the highway

When things are getting too attached, I need an escape

I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate, baby

There is something that I gotta say

It's disgusting how I love you

I can't take it, I should hate you

'Cause you're messing up my name

Gotta walk my talk, my fame

But I just want to touch your face, it's disgusting

It's disgusting how you changed me

From a bandit to a baby

Think I might gotta change my name

If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting

My mind blinks like a traffic light

It's green and red and stop and go, changing all the time

And it makes me scared that I haven't left

And I'm still right here more, more, more or less

Jump out in traffic, yeah, I gotta go my own way

My heart is slipping, too intense, I need an escape

I'm seeing stars and there is nothing more that I hate

Baby, there's something that I gotta say

It's disgusting how I love you

I can't take it, I should hate you

'Cause you're messing up my name

Gotta walk my talk, my fame

But I just want to touch your face, it's disgusting

It's disgusting how you changed me

From a bandit to a baby

Think I might gotta change my name

If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting

It's disgusting, disgusting

Chapter by chapter, I'm falling faster and faster

Becoming manic, the magic, it's so romantic, I panic, oh

Hit the eject button but it must be stuck, something's up

I'm drifting out right over the drink, baby

It's disgusting how I love you

I can't take it, I should hate you

'Cause you're messing up my name

Gotta walk my talk, my fame

But I just want to touch your face, it's disgusting

It's disgusting how you changed me

From a bandit to a baby

Think I might gotta change my name

If I'm gonna walk this walk of shame

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting

Look at what you do to me, it's disgusting