Scream

Everyone is happy here

Until you walk in

Tossing your poison around and

Silencing with your toxicity

You cannot hear me scream.

Morning routines, bedtime routines,

Going through our motions here

Living inside the romanticizing,

That trapped us in a wicked dream.

I have lost my scream.

I am all alone on the rooftops

Wanting to fall.

I will let the wind hold my body

Drowning me out.

Can’t believe, can’t believe,

I’m back here at the table,

Watching your crooked ways

As you sashay through the kitchen scene,

God where is my scream?

I am all alone on the rooftops,

Wanting to fall.

I will let the wind into my heart

and devour these killing thoughts.

Somehow, somehow,

I’ve gotta pull myself through this,

There is a way to peace,

Discovering the dormant beast.

The one lost in my scream.

Open up my feelings.

God where is my scream?