Love to Lose

Okay, I've never really ever had it easy

No one showed me affection boy, the way that you did

I guess I've never had someone to truly teach me

A Freudian connection was it something I missed?

And you kept pushing so I had to pull away

For me it was so alien, you begging me to stay

But the moment that you chose to close the door

Cut me to the core

Cause I could only love you

Baby when I lost you

Something that I had to do

So that this could all make sense

Now I wanna hold you

And do what I'm told to

All the shit I put you through

Tell me that it's not the end

My friends are telling me this is just my ego

They say your rejection is the reason I care

But it's deeper, it's a feeling only we know

In my self-reflection I can see I was just too scared

Scared of loving so I had to pull away

For me it was so alien, you begging me to stay

But the moment that you said you're moving on

Felt so wrong

Cause I could only love you

Baby when I lost you

Something that I had to do

So that this could all make sense

Now I wanna hold you

And do what I'm told to

All the shit I put you through

Tell me that it's not the end, the end

Dare me to undermine

Restore my restless mind

Soothe me like calamine

Say your line, say we're fine

Stop playing oh you're mine

We're wasting precious time

When we can redefine

Redefine, redesign

Dare me to undermine

Restore my restless mind

Soothe me like calamine

Say your line, say we're fine

Stop playing oh you're mine

We're wasting precious time

When we can redefine

Redefine, redesign

Cause I could only love you

Baby when I lost you

Something that I had to do

So that this could all make sense

Now I wanna hold you

And do what I'm told to

All the shit I put you through

Tell me that it's not the end, the end

Your mind, your mind, your mind, your mind...