Note To Self

Tell me if I go, come back another day

Will you forgive me then?

Will you let me stay?

I'm testing your patience

I'm fueling your pain

But I swear that I'm different

I'm willing to change

Will you forgive yourself

When you know what I've done?

Will you stop and reflect

Or continue to run?

So I can cower and weep

I can crumble and die

Or send you back to your hell

And get on with my life

Show me some proof

That your black heart even beats

Show me your dreams show me your fears

And let me hear your screams

Pull your head from the clouds

Come back down to your feet

Show me your dreams show me your fears

Show me your black heart beats

I know I've made my mistakes

I know what you'll say

I need to pull it together

And seize the day

So if I come back tomorrow

And I swear I can change

Will you know me then?

Will you know my face?

Will you forgive yourself

When you know what I've done?

Will you stop and reflect

Or continue to run?

So I can cower and weep

I can crumble and die

Or send you back to your hell

And get on with my life

Show me some proof

That your black heart even beats

Show me your dreams show me your fears

And let me hear your screams

Pull your head from the clouds

Come back down to your feet

Show me your dreams show me your fears

Show me your black heart beats

I am inside you and you're inside of me

I am your laughter, your pain

Your love, your misery

I've written the letters

I've ground down my teeth

Now it's time to let go

So say farewell to me

I am inside you and you're inside of me

I am your misery

Death to misery.

Show me some proof

That your black heart even beats

Show me your dreams show me your fears

And let me hear your screams

Pull your head from the clouds

Come back down to your feet

Show me your dreams show me your fears

Show me your black heart beats