I Don't Wanna

I ain't here to hold you when you cry

I ain't here to hold your shaking hand

I ain't here to look you in the eye

Or beg for you to understand

I ain't gonna walk you through your dreams

Walk you through this life that we all know

I ain't here to listen while you speak

I ain't here to heal your broken soul

Am I here at all?

I ain't here to tell you what you need

I ain't gonna take a noble stand

I ain't here to look you in the eye

Or beg for you to understand

I can only tell you what I've seen

I can only tell you how it felt

When my heart was crushed to bad inside

Till I felt the hatred slowly melt

I don't wanna

I ain't gonna watch your every move

I ain't gonna dog your every step

I ain't here to shape your every mood

I ain't here to keep your secrets kept

Oh, but if I held you in my arms

If I could squeeze you till we cry

I don't wanna lose this love I feel

I don't wanna lose this fight tonight

I ain't gonna

I ain't here to hold you when you cry

I ain't here to hold your shaky hand

I ain't here to look you in the eye

I don't want you under my command

I can only hope you feel your tears

I can only wish you'd feel the hope

I can only hope that I can see

Out beyond this skin that covers me

Oh, how I wish that you were here

If I could hold you in my arms

Oh, how I wish that you were mine

I don't wanna beg for you no more

I ain't gonna tell you how I feel

I ain't gonna tell you how I feel

I ain't gonna pray for you to love me

Because I know you will, I just know it