Parachute

Take the reigns again

It was a pleasure to finally fall asleep without a stir

Out there with tons of burns

I get a lost sensation

Sent through my brain and hands

I know I better escape that part of me

Before I learn I can’t stand the counter turn

It’s still a nerve I can't figure out

I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself

Yeah, it took some time, but at least I’m clear out of hell

I feel it coming on

I parachute alone

I’m a life that’s not worth saving

It’s apparent I won’t slow down yet

I take control of that feeling you don’t care to believe in

I’m blind, but I’m still leading

I’m finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us

A strong sleep to sedatives

I fear I firmly hide from it all now to quell the burn

I won't take the sound I heard

I’m going to find my own way to drown

I will wake up fine in a place I love by myself

Yeah, it took some time, but at least I’m clear out of hell

I feel it coming on

I parachute alone

I’m a life that’s not worth saving

It’s apparent I won’t slow down yet

I take control of that feeling you don’t care to believe in

I’m blind, but I’m still leading

I’m finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us

Hold my hands out like I’m starting to break

I’m seeing now what I’m doing to the people around me

I’m not supposed to care this much

And I ask myself; yeah, who am I?

Well, to anything, have I lost my health?

I still harbor all my anger

I’ve been staring at the color in my veins

How they stay

How I still feel I’m tired, but awake

And somewhere out there there is someone thinking of what I haven’t gave them yet

And feeling that I can’t in my disarray

I parachute alone

I’m a life that’s not worth saving

It’s apparent I won’t slow down yet

I take control of that feeling you don’t care to believe in

I’m blind, but I’m still leading

I’m finding modern healing is sold in the dark for some of us